sat at your grave
talked to you for the day
it was nice
like the old days
lately, life has been a daze
trying so many different ways
yet nothing seems to come
always so glum
you were right
sometimes the bad win
but occasionally you give
you never get
that’s alright
i’m still alive
no longer mine
it was a tough ride
sometimes there’s no goodbye
but you still need to figure
how to shine
even if it takes time
-
-
i was just in shock
now i sit
pondering
have you thrown all your rocks? -
don’t be intimidated
my hostile nature
think of it as flavor
we can play stranger
hit you like a glacier
you ready to venture
i can take you
this wild adventure
play waiter
i can be the preacher
i’ll give you a lecture
i’ll be the director
taste the nectar
just remember
it’s forever
there’s no doctor
for my monsters
you can’t drown them
i can’t shake them
and i can’t slaughter
in holy water -
treat me good
like you should
this ain’t the hood
not asking you to provide me food
just treat me nicely
so kindly
very lovingly
i asked politely
heard a response
yes, of course, gladly
no
say it lively
give me spicy
not shyly
i think of you highly
now give me feisty
don’t love me nightly
think wisely
you stupid pisces -
they said stop being a wild child
i said see ya on the other side
you’ll find me when you die
when you become within
when you find a way in
as you begin
you’ll transcend
catch the wind
don’t live like a mannequin
you’ll wear thin
become a has-been
step to the borderline
meet your identical twin
this is the new dimension
listen for the violin
now sin -
made me feel like i was the only
and none at the same time
so smooth, so empty
like i’m roaming around paris
face shows no signs of jealous
‘cause i got you
my baby blue
the one
who’s true
but i look back
reflect
wonder
did i ever really have you
was it just a view
should i say who
remember when i was gonna make you a stew
you were sick
so blue
how you always flew
how i was in the zoo
i was probably just another hugh -
lying here intoxicated
under no obligation
so frustrated
everything’s so complicated
leaving me stimulated
dominated for ages
sending me through stages
been to places
through races
wish it would have been gracious
instead of running around bases
making me flip pages
loving through generations
god, you’re contagious
so outrageous
i just wish i hated
everything about you
‘cause now satan is jaded
and i’m wasted on love
can’t seem to find anything above -
why am i living for you
i thought and said
i read the lips
upon the faces of many
wondered why thoughts
were ever so heavy
as we drove to the city
sat beside in your chevy
looking heavenly
i never thought this could get so messy
deadly or even petty
i just saw confetti
and ignored the machete -
we saw each other
you didn’t know it was me
i ran so free
it couldn’t be
then i saw you
i stood so still
gasped
felt the crash
the feeling
lingering behind
the way we’re designed
i could go blind
and i’d still be able to find
we will always align
you will always be on my mind -
don’t call me that
you said with pain
as if i hit a vain
you were slain
i was just joking
thought it was okay
eleven years
it was like foreplay
rather cliche
the way of words
another song for the birds
as i hit that nerve
your face so strongly occurred
