trying to impress
but i stay, no longer regress
lie in excess of the past
no longer guess
no longer suppress
no longer stress
i just confess
i know i possess
caress the deepest
this, be my secret
make me sleepless
make me your thesis
just give me reason
let me know your weakness
want me, feel me
let’s make this decent
i’ll be your demon
you can be the deacon
we’ll ask for freedom
live in season
in the garden of eden
and have a legion
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sitting in white
let in the light
what a fine night
this is a first
kissed your lips
it was a start
used to tricks
and trips
but not this
guess it’s nice
to roll the dice
and find something wise -
you no longer bring me to my knees
you no longer infuse a freeze
you no longer feed my pain
you no longer remember my name
you no longer light the flame in this game
this i proclaim
this you said, in vain
it was a day
i promise
but that was so common
never so honest
essentially a novice
i’m just modest
but sometimes, i guess
it’s good to be forgotten -
i open the front door
was the day i hit the floor
just another one of my stunts
felt the brunt
a hunt for a deep cut
i’ll never confront
i love a front
but am i having fun?
i’ve got the gun, taste of blood
i’d put my hair in a bun, i’d shun
‘cause love
it’s tough and i’ve had enough
now i’m on the run
but from what? -
sitting on a stool
i’ll play it cool
slyer than a fool
just trying to retool
find something new
not something i knew
aspects of a jewel
feeling the fuel
there aren’t rules
no spool
you have no clue
i’ll teach you
we’ll play night school
take two, all for you
swoon my doll
i’ll show you the moon
the way you’re supposed to move
your mood, the tune
essentially doom -
can i have it, your innocence, can i have it
it’s nothing, i just like the ignorance
losing it, i love the imminence
feeling so elegant, with no prevalence
the wickedness, it loses it’s lust
the vividness, the rush, it’s no longer lush
to feel young, the genesis… it’s endless
no need to mention the collection
i’ll teach you a lesson, but no questions
after my confession, leave the obsession
no need to cause depression
when all i’m giving is protection
a slight redemption, so can i have it? -
your mind was so beautiful
i couldn’t break it, i couldn’t find it
was designed to hide and honey, i tried, i tried
sat in your pride and tried to find anything and everything
i confide in your ecstasy, screaming blasphemy
an anomaly, this was reality, looking back, so at capacity
i knew your anatomy but nothing within, a vanity
you had the audacity as i lied without sanity, no morality
this analogy, you knew brutality, your mind, it lived unhappily
at least that was my philosophy
because who comes and just leaves as they please
with someone dying, what’s so underneath?
the casualty, it occurred naturally, i say sarcastically
wish i had the mentality to understand substantially
i guess all good things end in tragedy -
will never know
‘cause it wasn’t genuine
we’re both looking for
but whose to say you’re not looking
for something more than what i am
why are we rushing
why are we hunting
we’re not blushing
we’re just jumping, looking
thrusting, touching
all for nothing
are you looking for money
something’s humming
something’s coming
this needs to be crushing, the dumping
there was nothing loving
this isn’t lovely, it’s just muddy
i need a journey
something blurry, essentially jerky
someone who can hold me at mercy
someone quirky
not someone who’s horny
i need stormy
something warm -
3am knew 7am so well
trapped in a cell
fell down the well
this is how i felli look upon the story
it was a day i fell so sorry
left at bay, but no plans were made
so i sit in self-pity wondering
was this ever something, really?the story was so true
‘cause you showed out of the blue
but then you left, that was blue, too
and it wasn’t so soon
you began to become all i knewthere’s all these theories
they lie in my head
just like i lie in bed
i become rather weary
everything is airy
nothing seems cleari have certain fears
but you certainly stayed clear
and i’m not even sure
of all i did wrong
i kind of thought we belonged
maybe it was all the coincidences
but i knew the instanti’m not even sure if you listened
or if it came out twisted
but i do know i’m missing
and i thank you for existingi hope you had a great thanksgiving
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looks like god
laughs like satan
looks are fraud
my baby doll
this is the fall
the love of it all
this is why i laugh
ain’t so bad
smell the gas
listen to the man
smoke the crack
this is my craft
take a step back
step off the grass
life is mad
don’t look so sad
it ain’t that bad
