i think of your flaws and they turn me on
no faux pas, i think of everything wrong, it turns me on
i feel the burns, i hear the birds, speak the words
i yearn, ask for no return, sit back, relax and learn
talk to me stern, smack me and make it firm, like i deserve
‘cause i see no wrong and if you hear me at dawn
and i’m speaking in tongues, don’t strike the drums
don’t pull the gun, call upon the sons
us, the ones, who sing the song as we strike the gong
you don’t know what comes along
you don’t know a swan
you only know what’s drawn
you don’t know the beauty of a frog
the joy of a hog
an average john
you don’t know what’s good until it’s gone
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i live in modesty
don’t need a colony
don’t need people constantly
live without apology
by myself for eternity
your fame is comedy
i live for simplicity
a real reality
my own philosophy
you live unconsciously
for inconstancy
without monogamy
my own autobiography
no scientology
it’s all inequality
i don’t mind poverty
in a sense of my own being
and i don’t mind psychology
in a sense of scrutiny
‘cause i am me
who i’m supposed to be -
divded and secluded by devine unhappiness
in sight, i see, but i stay muted
feeling ever so stupid, this suited
leaving undisputed, i concluded
i reputed the nature of this sense
cupid could never, that was my two cents
but i still stand, in suspense
held my defense, the feelings immense
i look back, hence the fence
beyond tense, detailing the content
withholding so many events
i let go, only to know
i should go, even though this feels like skid row
but i see the glow and don’t know which way to go
so i ditch the switch and go with the flow
eventually i’ll know
which way to go -
maybe you were into the sex
but i wasn’t
that says something
more about the both of us than anything
i don’t know, maybe i don’t have this feeling
maybe there’s something i’m sealing
i could just find you unappealing
you’re just not reeling
this, i’m revealing
i need no longer to look at the ceiling
to look for something else, to find this pleasing
i need teasing
i can’t have it all, i won’t want it all
need you to flaunt, act nonchalant
the lust is gaunt, there’s no angel dust
i’m living in disgust
my love needs a thrust, it’s beginning to dust
i’ve already discussed…
it’s a must, don’t rush
looking flush
i’m sorry my eyes aren’t starry -
so naive, they ride the wave
hide in the tide till they collide
with an evil surprisewe look from outside
they look from beside
we know the inside
they know a sidewe ride or die
take a stride
find a way to survive
show up alive
smile when we’re hostile
‘cause we’re versatilewe know it’s worthwhile
we know every square mile
we know this lifestyle
not scared of getting lost on an isle
every once in awhilesoon they’ll hear the dial
take a trial, find the nile
become fertile
lose fragile, become agile
win the battle
after they’re well-traveled
it’s naturalbut once they bite the apple
they’ll sample
naive might be a reliefa way without grief
a real treat
a way to find sleep
a life with ease
real peace -
does it scare you that i’ve tried to die
does it scare you that i’ve lived this life
does it scare you that i live for the night
does it scare you when i look you in the eye
does it scare you when i smile
does it scare you when i’m hostile
does it scare you that i’m rather wild
does it scare you when i’m vile
does it scare you when i hold my rifle
does it scare you my child or are you in denial? -
roses are red, my tattoo is black
my memories of you are like crack
take a step back, just relax
there’s no need to fear, i am here
i won’t attack, i’m not so bad
it’s a fact, i swear i won’t stab
i won’t go mad, i won’t put you in a bag
i won’t use my axe, i won’t wear the mask
but i might tell you my name is max
so i can do this all over again -
the power, let it resonate, thrust it, delegate
don’t hesitate, it’ll levitate, let it flow
feel the echo, just don’t underestimate
i can feel it… let it educate, don’t try to replicate
show no signs of oscillation
the movement, it’s time to leave the station
feel the vibrations, no longer lost in translation
deep admiration for someone who can live with no location
temptation for wild dictation
unshaken my raven, such a maven
let me pave the way, get off the train
i’ll lead the way, i’ll show you the day
if you stay, i’ll show you an array
taste cliché, passé, i like it that way
but i won’t chase…
just move with grace
eventually we’ll interlace
it’ll be the day
sensually, i’ll taste your face
it’ll be the day -
sitting on my couch
thinking of you
it’s 3 am
you’re on my mind
wonder if you’re on the grind
having some peace of mind
reclined or twined somewhere behind
no sign
i sit confined
this dark room
our song plays
flames ablaze
i’m amazed that i still pray
there’s still haze
lost in the maze
nothing seems to stay
it’ll be okay -
puppy dog eyes
real lies
i can’t explain why
but i see them
i see you die
i stand with caution
‘cause i know i’ll hurt you
it’s just the motion
i know the notion
i told you
about what happened
i felt the noise
i felt you try to stay poise
i don’t want to destory
i don’t think of you as a toy
not looking for a decoy
not some random guy
i know you want joy
excuse me if i’m coy
not trying to ploy
sorry, i’m not freud
i’m just a boy
looking to fill a void