call my name
until the night
fall deep, breathlessly
into a breeze of wanting
the haunting
i do, i know
i say, please
uncontrollably
do you understand
what it’s like
to want me
said, with such ease
-
-
3am thoughts
midnight memories
holding on to things i shouldn’t bein my mind
running through springs
it’s a nice place to hide
playing strings i shouldn’t behow you swung those wings
making all my sins cease to believe
our skin touching
as the ink came to behow i miss everything
how i see you everywhere
there’s no end
you live on, endlessly
leaving me living, breathlessly -
remembered my glass of wine
our first, the other night
my pinot grigio, your noir
nothing like this before
lay down, look at the stars
i’m gonna remember this
i’m walking on air
every time i drive by
i swear it’s like you’re here
i can feel your hair
the way you move
when you’re standing there
the scar you left
the bar you set
i hate you for all the things
you left unsaid -
it’s funny
wanted to send you a text
refinanced my car
they’re doing a deal
you wouldn’t believe
but i could foresee
how i’d bleed
the way i’d dream
your response would’ve been a tease
so i stop, back off
hold my prestige
like you wouldn’t believe
but i still think of you
even for the slightest things
it’s a disease
even to breathe
i miss that night
when we walked the streets
how i kissed your face
i remember
it’ll never fade
like it was yesterday -
i carved a moon just for you
another, this one
black like your heart
as we melted apart
was it à la carte?
did you play by part
from beginning to end?
i wonder about your friends
did you attend?
can’t seem to comprehend
to hold the grass by hand
i’m sure we’ll come again
i’ll still be intense
most likely come with defense
but if we don’t
and you end up prone
as i play in the zone
i hope you know
that it’s all good
and i really loved you
enough to carve you a moon
because i’ll always love you
like i did when we met
back in june
