lying in bed
clock blinks
3:11
rollin, missin’
imagining us
you, standing
doing dishes
taking pictures
roll back
throw to black
kiss you
just miss you
wish you didn’t take my heart
with you
-
-
window we go
know no soul
la can’t please
everyone’s got needsplaying grease
holding grenades
begging please
not me, not mebut baby i got fees
i need to please
this ain’t about you
it’s not that bad
being blue
or being usedas i lick my bruise
and realize
i love the blues -
back to la
we go again
flyin’ above
smuggling my drugspass the coke and rum
strum the drum
i have a feeling
tonight won’t be easyplaying my ways
counting the days
six months
how come you still stay
how come i still feel this waysoul to body
angry and out of control
i know, i’m a fool
lying by the poolsun beating
soul cracking
you and i
blue to blur
blur to blackcheck my bag
fuck, they found my crack -
black surrounds
still for you
six months
april fools?never thought days would end
never thought it’d take…
this long to mendshake my demons
give me reasons
i play, never asked for treasoni learn, i lay
i cry, asking for another day
satan loves pain
and wholehearted dismayplaying the field
as you hold your shield
lock my wheels
just trying to dealseal in the ocean
longing to be
all the words i said in rotation
all the words we played in motionyou’ll never see
all the things you’ve done
your mind can’t stand
when someone other than you
might be at the edge -
always reminisce
relaxed, do you miss
always had your fun
always knew where to runmy arms, your bed
we lied, scratching your head
went rounds, always boundset your alarm
drivers at the door
we had the world
picked up the floor and dancedmiss your lips
taste of your breath
the way you sipped
how you skipped
acted like we’d never miss
but the beat playshead to floor
can’t do this anymore
got me under
like i deserve no otherbut you got a spell and i can’t tell
when it’s time to ring the bell
and say, well
we were swell but times here
maybe we should leave it there -
alone, always
on my mind, forever
sitting back
some chair near denver
wish for another letter
only this time, maybe
i’d say something differentthings, frankly
the way we moved
always on my mind
always trying to find
something along those linesyour mentality, i don’t understand
we were so-
grand, i can’t comprehend
everywhere i look, rather red
i admit, i tread
got a new bed
only because-lost in reflection
eyes so gone
no one realizesbut my note, those words
how i’d treasure my memories
until the end
i wonder if you really believed
all those words you readthe only thing
you could never respond
just like you promised
my only wonder
did you accomplish all that you wanted? -
toll on my soul
we go with the flow
yet it’s hard
suppose you knowwords come, never go
remember every word, every floor
how you swept the rugwe pull and tug
asking too much
but you got the match
i got the wickdug like a tick
sucking my blood
taking a toll
screaming, i’m a fucking fool
