kiss my ass
lick the grass
feed my sass
lemme harass
pass my glass
since you’re working class
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our first date, some restaurant
i can’t remember the name
but i remember everything
your face, the names
every mention you made
how we walked across to the bar
i broke a glass on the table
i probably looked unstable
thought i’d never hear
i wish it was all clear
instead it was sheer
maybe another year, my dear -
dignity, maybe i don’t have any
this city, it’s pretty but everyone pities
so gritty, there’s no chivalry
i live in bigotry, nothing ever runs blissfully
and my innocence, it’s instantly living in sympathy
looking back, looking for a remedy
remembering royalty, but my mind, it lives willowy
the symphony plays, i can feel the harmony
a few enemies, i know there’s no destiny
i know this is history and everyone loves differently
eventually a family, i’ll look back remembering vividly
the state you left me in, ever so timidly
remembering reality, your capability
the simplicity, the love, it was unconditionally
the validity, it ran sufficiently
my mind ran rapidly and i loved you religiously
but looking back, i lived so miserably
thinking about you constantly and wondering wishfully
i hope you find peace and realize i love you
and i’ll never be your enemy
no matter how bad you treated me -
its been a month, guess we lost touch
the tenth, your birthday
i found a way to preoccupy my time
didn’t really wanna modify, but i knew how i would’ve spent
you, as a creature, couldn’t personify how i felt
the way i dealt, maybe wasn’t the most appropriate
but honey, i ain’t a soviet, i couldn’t get you to negotiate
all i could get you to do was disassociate
sorry, i’m running late
i have a date -
your mouth tastes like a few ago
i don’t know, i let go
it was so-so, no longer in escrow
although i’ll always feel for them, so
let go of control only to know the unknown
i sit alone, somewhere in idaho, maybe buffalo… or mexico
but your mouth tastes like something i used to know
i don’t know, i want something new
not snow, not another show
a new hello -
walking down a lonely road, i look back
just because i’m lost doesn’t mean i want you to find me
yelling to me, you tell me there’s no cost
but the feeling, this is embossed
the pressure, it’s not soft
you trickle your feather and i wonder whether
you ever find something better
looking back, telling me to remember
the treasure, it’s as rare as a transgender
trying to find their way like it’s clear weather
i take off my sweater, i walk further
write you a letter, tell you i’m no longer bitter
but things never seem to get better
i miss you and that’s no error
days will pass and maybe
i’ll think of you lesser and lesser -
don’t wanna fuck, just testing the waters
don’t want to slaughter, your heart on the altar
it’s an honor, but i’m not a robber
let’s do this proper because i’m unsure
i don’t want you to endure something obscure
i want to assure, want you to be secure
i’ve been there, it was a wild detour
some entrepreneur, i’m gonna hand you a brochure
so you know what i’m about, so you don’t doubt
there’s no drought and i never back out
i just don’t want to burn out in a small amount
so are you down for the count
i hope to keep you around
at least for a round -
beauty defined as something else
most were blind but it was all in the mind
you filled my wants and needs
and that was beauty, truly
people’s ideas are gloomy
they hold cruelty and superficiality
everybody wants a movie
they look beyond because they’re choosy
they’ll end up lonely instead of living boldly
nothing seems cozy and they live quite coldly
slowly, they’ll realize looks are phony
and all they wanted was something showy
but they’ll never realize homely
because their hearts are rather bony -
creation of happiness, it’s a business
an illness, you can’t even witness
every christmas, you wish, you’ve had enough
but what’s not a given
you don’t realize you’re happy until you’re sad
it takes a goodbye to realize
real happiness hypnotizes
you don’t sympathize until you see without eyes
you must visualize before your eyes victimize
