words don’t flow like they used to
not too far gone or confused like i was used to
don’t sit in excuse within my own self-abuse
for some sort of notion to hide from this overbearing ocean
i used it – smirked, laughed but with a sudden sadness
came with summer and left with a simmer
south of september, i’ll always remember
love you so much more than anything i’ve known before
forever and always,
yours
we were random
never played tandem
back to london
forget brandon
the dozen in between
our flow
no one could know
our words
all the things
our motion
what we didn’t need
i loved you so much more
than anything you could account for
pure and gold
thoughts beyond bold
the bed, the motion, the skin, the dim
you and i
skin on skin, looking in each others eyes
the one thing i miss
rolling deep
i believe
some things aren’t meant to be
i know time
it’s all a lie
i know good guys
they’re rare
i know bad guys
they’re there
i wanted everything
nothing at the same time
it’s a crime
i’ll do the time
even if you’re not mine
i’ll sacrifice
just to know
you’ll be fine
smoking your cigarette
the dark of your silhouette
no regrets, your neck
so perfect, i said
‘til death, when i come again
find you in the back
the smell, we’re in hell
the burning flesh
we’ve done wrong
hit me with your baton
yell at me
tell me what i did wrong
i’ve been waiting so long
a squid and the flow
caught, fried and devoured
with only an endeavor to scour
something other than yellow
all is well
adieu leads truth
you find you
blocking the door way
your clothes lied near
your essence, the candle fills
the crescent
as i look for you
dusk till dawn
no yawns when you’re gone
no one to call upon
so withdrawn, the black swan
hold on, they yelled
eyes fluttered
time to move on
i muttered
