our scent
too strong
words on my tongue
legs aparthe lingered with fire
set desire
of a newfound tomorrow
and loved himself
even in the loneliest hourthen he fell
tried to kill himself
in a lust of forever
where demons battledwhere he killed and pleased
for them
for him
for what could’ve beenbefore his fears
chose for him
when his wildest dreams
said to him
to let go of inhibitions
and trust for the sake
of love
i never
wanted
to fall
yet i fell
smashed
hit and crashed
into a lovely being
a soul so immense
his features
his hold
the way he touched
was truly lovely
but it just wasn’t us
wasn’t mine
wasn’t our love
to happen
to keep
forever
in my hold
she was
the darkest beauty
engulfed in a madness
where curiosity kills
and loveliness consumes
I jumped ship before the ship could topple me.
i never truly cared
for structure
for us
this
to happen
just to lust
for a heaven
something spiritual
grand
a cause to live
someone to kiss
to rub against
my hips
my knees
my chest
to graze my heart
and let me feel
it all
I believe one of scariest things is realizing you’re actually over something or someone who held you so immensely and for whatever reason they no longer hold this power over you.
i think of you
and it’s quite lonely
in here
where my fears succumb
rivers build
issues lean
walls increase
and peace divides
creating a state of mind
no one seems to see
Our constellations lacked the vibrations we needed to align.
he said love
but his words
filled hatred
tugged scars
left holes in your heart
