the use of his skin
i remember against the sheets in night
brushing upon our shins
i recall a coldness
broken by what we were
but what we were without
two beings dancing in a subway station
longing for virtue instead of tuesday
where we ate in dim light fragility
in a restaurant neither of us could remember
and they played a song
but toxic rhymes climactic
which defines our moment here within
a lie we told ourselves
placing books on broken shelves
as if they’re fine with where they went
like relationships and flickers
burning in sensation
for a moment or for a night
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holding by ropes you strung
listening to a song i sung
in my head on the day we met
like clocks and kitchens
of mornings we spent
in each others grip
before coffee beans on tuesdays
drinks by oceans we got used to
as bruises on my lips
from kissing blood on your back
where knives spent in tact
to tarnish what you adored
feat in defeat and feet on the street
where i walk past memories
like your eyes in mine
craze in fine lines
where you sit in the grass
with wine and cheese
to a movie you’ve seen a dozen times
yet you don’t watch
you sit in the moment and reflect on
moments you’ll never feel again
like heat in emotion
twirled motions
hearts beating
feelings detonatingcombustion of a substance that is initiated suddenly and propagates extremely rapidly, giving rise to a shock wave.
words by dominic riccitello -
You die in time to realize somethings aren’t worthwhile.
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You wallow in abusive relationships because that’s all you have in that moment. You need something darker to bring you to truth.
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i drown
between the cracks of our love
dying in truth to extend
through a moment stuck in time
and i find your eyes
caressing my spine
with words upon your lips
texture of our bodies
against each other
and we twirl to transcend
to places of non-existence
like meadows in our eve
sorrow in our spring
and break bones
to touch the pain
i once held in hands
a grip so soft
but a dance so triggering
two against one
hands against thumbs
gripping a body
feeling you heavenly
hugging you tightly
but without letting go
a rapid with force
brings torture
like hands used to
and it sounds of passion
but a mask delivers
as it’s supposed to
secrets hold value
like our pasts
sometimes
do -
i fall asleep
with you by my door
tossing and turning
feigning for more
than our dreams to be
nostalgic by time
darkened meanings
i close my eyes
to see you in night
hovering beside
and i talk to feel
with emotion than touch
vivid motions break by core
and we’re standing in beds
expecting more
than what we’re given in time
and i ask you to speak
to converse over this
we’re swaying in time
before oceans could tide
rapids would pull
and sense makes nothing
until it does to you
which is why i explain
in rhyme for you
the reasons this could
but time made it couldn’t
our past remembers
life sweeter than
it was -
It never truly mattered. None of it. Neither of us. It was one out of billion moments and I took it for more than it was; that’s why we’re always so brokenhearted.
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twisting you beneath
my time in night
i shake you
to please you
we sway
from rhyme to rhyme
breaking rules
bending you right
and i feel
to touch you internally
breaking on blue tides
in my mind to caress you
yet we’re wallowing in disrespect
fueling toxic for this to make sense
i rake your leaves to leave you loveless
you tango through our vicinity
leaving us both heartless
and i die in you
to feel nostalgia for a few
seconds in remembrance
times in moments
our emotions before foreign -
I said your name five times too many because I was searching to see if you came when I needed you.
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two in the morning
thoughts of glass
broken in thought
by you in my head
of past romance
and wobbling knees
terror in defeat
of you beneath my sheets
envisioning us
in depth
between cracks of pages
i never made sense
of how we left
open pages on shelves
and love in garbage cans