…and time finds you
between colors of midnight
summer turned fall
i collide into
things we said
emotion
twisted hesitation
twirled between yesterday and today
i find you
in heat
in coldness
in humidity
the thing is
i can still
feel you
breathing
…and time finds you
between colors of midnight
summer turned fall
i collide into
things we said
emotion
twisted hesitation
twirled between yesterday and today
i find you
in heat
in coldness
in humidity
the thing is
i can still
feel you
breathing
i find you in pieces,
in meanings,
in the deepest of darkest
secrets.
to the wind and i’m gone,
drifting on sin
to feel you—
this aggressiveness,
a touch felt surface.
i extend to repent,
ideas in my head,
the echoes of song,
the vibrations of hands against
my ears are something i hold
so ever clear.
to swim in this,
to feel bliss in my truth.
i miss ideas of us,
words atop hills i recall
in summers of twenties.
to realize is to believe,
to find you in song.
i seem to hear everything—
words and conversations,
i hear the wind,
it’s flickering
in and out.
the doors are shutting,
it’s revolving and i’m spinning.
i live to exist
not in time but in this,
in hypertrophy,
but not as you think.
i extend in cells,
i become to be,
i break to find,
i extend my life
to expand in time.
i believed in you
as i believed in this.
truth unraveled in the pause.
it takes two to tango,
but one to let go.
to write for you
is to find you—
to breathe inside the details
i write to uncover what lingers
the moments
the scatter of difference
the existence just out of sight
i find you in thought
in depth between you and i
i translate time
into fragments
into longing
you stand in doorways
screaming
learning
until the echo folds
and i finally let you go