chasin’ whiskey
come on, kiss me
wondering forever
do you miss me?
chasin’ abyss
dark nights, candle lights
water falls, tears know all
hit the wall, i fall
water pours
slamming doors
back to the floor
heart beats no more
the water flows
people show
floating near
dear, the thoughts…
i longed to hear
i’ll be waiting
regardless the weather
the cancer
i promise, forever
here we go, descending
somewhere in colorado
wonder if you’re here
skies blue, snows white
a nice place to die
regardless time, distance
we’re only an instant
fuels burning
feel you
a somber song
for someone i’ll always know
regardless of knew
and all the words i drew
just for you
six months so soon
got your gun, played in fun
always your pun
still hooked, aligned
still under
sit back and ponder
dreaming of things that can’t be
how you need me
in the gray, those calves
how i went mad
and still am
begged for this in nyc
never thought it’d come to be
that i’d lose me
six months under
still can’t figure out this puzzle
as you play with your pistol
and i hold my crystal
lying in bed
clock blinks
3:11
rollin, missin’
imagining us
you, standing
doing dishes
taking pictures
roll back
throw to black
kiss you
just miss you
wish you didn’t take my heart
with you
window we go
know no soul
la can’t please
everyone’s got needs
playing grease
holding grenades
begging please
not me, not me
but baby i got fees
i need to please
this ain’t about you
it’s not that bad
being blue
or being used
as i lick my bruise
and realize
i love the blues
back to la
we go again
flyin’ above
smuggling my drugs
pass the coke and rum
strum the drum
i have a feeling
tonight won’t be easy
playing my ways
counting the days
six months
how come you still stay
how come i still feel this way
soul to body
angry and out of control
i know, i’m a fool
lying by the pool
sun beating
soul cracking
you and i
blue to blur
blur to black
check my bag
fuck, they found my crack
