rolled the camera
spilled it from eleven till the thought of heaven
watched as i reminisced, the kiss
the mist, it showed
the water, it failed to subside
said if i knew you died, i might not think twice
i’d pay the price to follow you forever
the deep anguish, it comes and flows
it knows i have places to go
hello, i say as i transcend
the letters i penned
once again, the end it comes and goes
more often than we’d like to know
a hundred lives, a hundred thousand knives
things i’d endure, i’m sure
obscure, but damn
i’ll always leave open the door
i don’t mind
the rain and all
when it pours, it pours
occasionally open doors
where we shouldn’t
dig holes – hide bullets
i don’t know
i used to glow
i used to know
now i’m six feet below
thinking, did you like the show?
so remote, so alone, so gone
sitting here amongst the unknown
waiting for the day i explode
fight for me
pulsate a rumble
take a tumble
show me emotion
i love a deep devotion
yet i’m so hard to keep
no one can take it deep
i feel like i’m asleep
begging to be me
something to feel free
i’m on my knees
but apparently
no one can see?
words don’t flow like they used to
not too far gone or confused like i was used to
don’t sit in excuse within my own self-abuse
for some sort of notion to hide from this overbearing ocean
i used it – smirked, laughed but with a sudden sadness
came with summer and left with a simmer
south of september, i’ll always remember
love you so much more than anything i’ve known before
forever and always,
yours
we were random
never played tandem
back to london
forget brandon
the dozen in between
our flow
no one could know
our words
all the things
our motion
what we didn’t need
i loved you so much more
than anything you could account for
pure and gold
thoughts beyond bold
the bed, the motion, the skin, the dim
you and i
skin on skin, looking in each others eyes
the one thing i miss
