sitting back
such a ponder of more so-
i’ve been here before
i wonder
your jeans
my leash
stuck in a lease
landlords got my feet
i can’t leave
yet you start over
and i’m left to ponder, wonder
why the fuck i’m so god damn under
March 2014
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Read more: where to go
always reminisce
relaxed, do you miss
always had your fun
always knew where to runmy arms, your bed
we lied, scratching your head
went rounds, always boundset your alarm
drivers at the door
we had the world
picked up the floor and dancedmiss your lips
taste of your breath
the way you sipped
how you skipped
acted like we’d never miss
but the beat playshead to floor
can’t do this anymore
got me under
like i deserve no otherbut you got a spell and i can’t tell
when it’s time to ring the bell
and say, well
we were swell but times here
maybe we should leave it there -
Read more: yours truly
alone, always
on my mind, forever
sitting back
some chair near denver
wish for another letter
only this time, maybe
i’d say something differentthings, frankly
the way we moved
always on my mind
always trying to find
something along those linesyour mentality, i don’t understand
we were so-
grand, i can’t comprehend
everywhere i look, rather red
i admit, i tread
got a new bed
only because-lost in reflection
eyes so gone
no one realizesbut my note, those words
how i’d treasure my memories
until the end
i wonder if you really believed
all those words you readthe only thing
you could never respond
just like you promised
my only wonder
did you accomplish all that you wanted? -
Read more: just a fool
toll on my soul
we go with the flow
yet it’s hard
suppose you knowwords come, never go
remember every word, every floor
how you swept the rugwe pull and tug
asking too much
but you got the match
i got the wickdug like a tick
sucking my blood
taking a toll
screaming, i’m a fucking fool -
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the snow falls
thinking of you
those fingers
can’t believe you still lingersomewhere in dillion
sip of my drink
stained by your lips
cemetery to a kiss
always reminisce
because you, honey
i’ll always misslonging for death
just to be put-
misery to go
hopefully you follow -
Read more: the only photo
a few months
lost a lot
in and out
go rounds
leave myself
back and forthto the fourth
your lips, hips
hotel erwin
thirds a charm
no harmit arrives
think back
say hi
your thighs, handsome face
the datenow so somber
as i long for you
at least to remember -
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my soul
and you
so blue
i die
think of you
in the know
i wish for you
find your soul and love
just like i do -
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i feel myself, telling myself
i don’t understand
i guess i’m moving on
said with hesitationgod, looking at the situation
i would’ve killed a nation
the temptation
all the vibrations
the adoration
nothing i did was rationali thought with passion
watched a cannibal
played in everything flammable
it was exceptionali would do it again
over and over and over
it was magical
no words could explain how emotional
the love was everything but traditional
i guess some would call it original -
Read more: gun vs. love
shower to the door
i’ll walk you out
comes without thought
feels like a bootycall
always said a lothead’s shaking
mind’s achingkisses at the jeep
text when you reach
never stopped to think
maybe i should listen
realize the flaws
instead of ignoring it alleveryone said to stop
everyone said to move on
everyone said to shut the book
be done and leave it all
but what’s a gun when you’re in love?
