i think if i saw you
i would break down in tears
all my fears would appear
you’d just smear it all in my face
i wouldn’t be able to brace
i know it’s the case
i’d lose my grace
i’d smash a vase
cry in your face
lose my place
escape to space
leave no trace
close the gates
because if it was fate
you’d find a way
but you’d have never left me
in the first place
especially at bay
January 2014
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Read more: life
living without regrets
just taking a sip
going with the flow
living for the show
although
sometimes it dries
things become fried
the wires catch fire
dabble and acquire
a fine desire
to live on a high wire
all while playing in crossfire
that’s life -
Read more: greenwood
sat at your grave
talked to you for the day
it was nice
like the old days
lately, life has been a daze
trying so many different ways
yet nothing seems to come
always so glum
you were right
sometimes the bad win
but occasionally you give
you never get
that’s alright
i’m still alive
no longer mine
it was a tough ride
sometimes there’s no goodbye
but you still need to figure
how to shine
even if it takes time -
Read more: ellipsis
i was just in shock
now i sit
pondering
have you thrown all your rocks? -
Read more: monsters
don’t be intimidated
my hostile nature
think of it as flavor
we can play stranger
hit you like a glacier
you ready to venture
i can take you
this wild adventure
play waiter
i can be the preacher
i’ll give you a lecture
i’ll be the director
taste the nectar
just remember
it’s forever
there’s no doctor
for my monsters
you can’t drown them
i can’t shake them
and i can’t slaughter
in holy water -
Read more: pisces
treat me good
like you should
this ain’t the hood
not asking you to provide me food
just treat me nicely
so kindly
very lovingly
i asked politely
heard a response
yes, of course, gladly
no
say it lively
give me spicy
not shyly
i think of you highly
now give me feisty
don’t love me nightly
think wisely
you stupid pisces -
Read more: step to the border
they said stop being a wild child
i said see ya on the other side
you’ll find me when you die
when you become within
when you find a way in
as you begin
you’ll transcend
catch the wind
don’t live like a mannequin
you’ll wear thin
become a has-been
step to the borderline
meet your identical twin
this is the new dimension
listen for the violin
now sin -
Read more: just another person
made me feel like i was the only
and none at the same time
so smooth, so empty
like i’m roaming around paris
face shows no signs of jealous
‘cause i got you
my baby blue
the one
who’s true
but i look back
reflect
wonder
did i ever really have you
was it just a view
should i say who
remember when i was gonna make you a stew
you were sick
so blue
how you always flew
how i was in the zoo
i was probably just another hugh -
Read more: drunk
lying here intoxicated
under no obligation
so frustrated
everything’s so complicated
leaving me stimulated
dominated for ages
sending me through stages
been to places
through races
wish it would have been gracious
instead of running around bases
making me flip pages
loving through generations
god, you’re contagious
so outrageous
i just wish i hated
everything about you
‘cause now satan is jaded
and i’m wasted on love
can’t seem to find anything above
