tattoo on the left left
your red shoes, the black spandex
i like your hair, too
your face and cheeks
slightly round, they speak
you look like someone
i used to know
so can i get to know you instead?
January 2014
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every july
green meets blue
color of the ocean
the way i motioned
how i laid
looked at the ocean
for a notion
how we played in rotation
in a commotion
a witches potion couldn’t stomp
i was so wrong
i wish i didn’t prolong
i wish i didn’t fall
i wish when i had called
there was a sincere response
instead of lying with some john
instead of lying to me all along
when the song played
and as you threw the ball
down the hall
you yawned
said, “this is fun”
i looked back
but you can’t outrun
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you libra
not such a zebra
just a diva
a little pretentious
always selfish
life’s an arena
you could probably lay off the pizza
not sure anyone else
will find you a keeper
you might as well get a visa
go to north korea
so i’ll never have to see ya
but that would be ruthless
i wonder if you have lupus
i nicknamed you judas
always things on my mind
i look at all the signs
recline and look inside
stroke the spine
occasionally profound
but i sip my wine
hope for something nice
hope i don’t meet another libra
but if i do
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talk soon
thank you
don’t want any goodbyes out of nowhere
a week surpasses
happy birthday
insensitive
immature
purely childish
that was you, i was just foolish
people vanish
some are selfish
live in silence
because of a world they can’t manage
they can’t find a balance
believe they live at the highest
not even a tyrant
as they never had the right climate
thinking back, was it all science?
are there certain requirements that define
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hair standing tall
as i threw you the ball
scared you off
do you drink from a trough?
should i have never asked
as we took the walk?
thought you were soft
thought we could talk
we could’ve robbed
i didn’t mean to knock… to shock
sometimes i wish i could pause
take back time
and stop
actually, i wish it
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my minds been wondering
thoughts always thundering
do people ever take into account
that two can’t love the same amount
come down, pile up, so much snow
so many blows
still think about you in those clothes
still trying to decompose
wish i could send you another and a rose
i’d ask you
do you know what it’s like to be this low
but then again, you don’t have a soul
and i think down the road
you’ll come back
i might think what the heck
but i hope i don’t
i hope i’m grown
i hope i’m not alone -
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see you in the prosper
when your mind prospers
eventually, casper
into the night, i whisper
love me until night falls
when you hear me call
i’ll be waiting
nothing can date
i promise i’ll wait
you can’t break fate
i have faith
i’m not afraid
i’ll be there the day
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living in my own psychosis
this hocus pocus
i wouldn’t wish this on anybody
something so bloody
the melody
it’s not healthy
this medley
there’s no fidelity
just jealousy
as i search for sanity
in front of the committee
they look, they laugh
show no pity
i walk out
pick up a penny
continue the search
forget the city
and everything pretty
