i want to live (a real life)

have you ever wanted to wake up ugly, be nothing
be bloody, live in the country, secluded
be chubby and eat when you’re hungry
have a pet monkey, be funny and have no money
no longer be in the company of puppetry
‘cause i think it sounds lovely to essentially have nothing
maybe that’s crazy and maybe that’s lazy
but i go crazy and just want to run through african daisies
’cause this life is hazy and i just want something amazing
and by amazing, i don’t mean hell raising, only embracing
we’re aging and maybe this sounds insane
but i have a brain and i don’t want to ride a train
i want to feel my veins and live… ok?

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